The grief that comes with being estranged from an adult child is one of the loneliest kinds of loss I encountered across two decades of hospice work. It does not have a name in the way that bereavement does. There is no card for it, no ritual, no established language for what a parent carries … Read more
When a parent who hurt you is dying, something happens to the decision you thought you had already made. The estrangement that felt settled last year suddenly feels like a question again. Not because anything has changed between you and them, but because the window for it to change is closing. This is one of … Read more
Most advice about dealing with a toxic parent stops at the practical: set limits, protect your energy, consider therapy, repeat as needed. Those tools are real and worth knowing. But they manage the relationship from the outside without touching the harder thing underneath, which is what to do with the part of you still waiting … Read more
Not every family that causes pain is toxic, and not every family member who hurts you is doing it on purpose. The word gets used loosely, which makes it harder to know what you are actually dealing with when something in your own family feels wrong. What I watched over two decades in hospice work … Read more